How I wish I could surrender my soul; Shed the clothes that become my skin; See the liar that burns within my needing. How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold. How I wish I had screamed out loud, Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain, All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble. Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray. I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble. It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind; Hold memory close at hand, Help me understand the years. How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell. How I wish I would save my soul. I'm so cold from fear.
Par les soirs bleus d'été, j'irai dans les sentiers, Picoté par les blés, fouler l'herbe menue : Rêveur, j'en sentirai la fraîcheur à mes pieds. Je laisserai le vent baigner ma tête nue.
Je ne parlerai pas, je ne penserai rien : Mais l'amour infini me montera dans l'âme, Et j'irai loin, bien loin, comme un bohémien, Par la nature, heureux comme avec une femme.
Come and hold my hand I wanna contact the living Not sure I understand This role I've been given.
I sit and talk to God And he just laughs at my plans My head speaks a language I don't understand.
I just want to feel real love Feel the home that I live in 'Cause I got too much life Running through my veins Going to waste.
I don't want to die But I ain't keen on living either Before I fall in love I'm preparing to leave her I scare myself to death That's why I keep on running Before I've arrived I can see myself coming.
And I need to feel real love And a life ever after I cannot give it up.
I just want to feel real love Feel the home that I live in I got too much love Running through my veins To go to waste.
I just wanna feel real love In a life ever after There's a hole in my soul You can see it in my face It's a real big place.